Melissa Broder
Mother nature will forgive me of my killing ways when she forgives me Mother nature will forgive me of my killing ways when she kills me And I don't know if mother nature loves her killings As I have tried to love my killings Or if they make her happy As none have made me happy Or if the things she kills are beauty As I kill only beautiful things Myself mostly And cruel are the angels who have rescued me Only never to get inside me And cruel is the grace that always lived inside me too quietly Cruel eye that brought me to ruin overdosed on humans Cruel beautiful humans who made the silence seem so empty Both cruel and uncruel is the mystery I stuffed the mystery is itself the highest gyration Let's lead a spontaneous prayer for the mystery Invoke me and no end of days please mystersy Love me with immaculate feeing zero body